be a slut. do whatever u want

somehow by now, I thought I need to get my shit together. Find something solid. Have a trust based relationship. Someone I can trust on and build an empire with. Some I am not loosing my time with. Someone special.

Fuck it. Fuck that idea. Fuck loyalty. Fuck trying to find this one person. Fuck searching. Fuck hoping. Fuck trusting men. 

I really need to start loving myself. Loving my body. Loving what I am doing. Loving spending time just with me. I NEED to start filling this empty space in me with love that I give to MYSELF. 

I wont find it somewhere else. This is shit I heard a thousand times. It’s so true and so hard.

This is my journey to feed my inner child with love, appreciation and kindness.